Mistyfying me!

Physical love is the easy part. You can get it around at every second corner. you just need to have the urges.The harder part is loving someone from the bottom of the heart. You need to feel the warmth of the breathe even miles away. Getting a kiss on the cheek when you never ask for it. Talking on the phone intermittent with moments of silence; and then thinking about the conversation for a long time after hanging up. I have denied love untill this moment. She is there..she is always there, i know...but i just can't reciprocate.I am so tied..so feeble and so profane!Oh! i have sinned....sorry i want to say, but i can't.truth i want to say, but i can't..love i want to share, but i can't..i want to curb the lie, but i can't...i just can't..i need her with me..but i can't want her.